the house that had always been green inside
Nath Gee, the house that had always been green inside, 2024, oil and
gesso on cotton, calico, various linens, felted wool rovings and wool slubs,
woven curtains, discarded and reused fabric scraps, various cottons and polyester blends, eco bundling on silk, various branches and leaves, sticks,
macramé cord, sewing and embroidery thread, twine, nails, oral reading,
5:49 single channel video, various dimensions.
My home had always remained consistent and secure throughout my early
life and more recently it became a physical translation of companionship and
connection. It was familiar and comfortable; it felt warm and smelt like home; and it always
kept me safe and
secure; it was my best friend. Since selling it in July, leaving it behind and
moving to a
different place I have felt lost and confused and alone and tired because I
have been without
my companion.
This body of work is a homage to home, an expression of
my love and
provides autonomy for a house that sheltered my family for the past 4 generations.
I also want to preface this body of work by making a distinction between
ideas of
home and place, inspired by writings from psychologist Hazel Easthope.
This distinction points out that 'home' and 'place' are two sides of the same coin where I
see them
representing feeling and knowing respectively. In the past, I made a work
where I was
establishing connections with certain places through abstracted
cyanotypes. This was done
in an attempt to feel connected, rather than be connected to a place. I think
at this point in
my life I hadn't realised the connection I already had with my home. Unbeknownst to me I
had started making a distinction where 'place' was something of regularity
and mundane,
and 'home' was something that I shared an innate and primal connection
with. This
distinction was something I wanted to explore further for this body of work.
Furthermore, I want to reference artist Julia Gutman's importance of
material history
and meaning in her art-making and how I translated that ideology into my
own work. My
aim for this work was to create abstract representations of how my home
looks and feelsexpressed through different fabrics and fibres. Gutman's work inspired this
process through
the importance and the history of the fabrics I was using, most of which
were sourced from
fabrics I had collected whilst living there and also store-bought fabrics that
equated to how
my home looked and felt. As a result, the fabric pieces are predominantly
green. |