dyeing to tell you
Jess Curran, dyeing to tell you, 2024,hand-dyed linen bed sheets using
avocado pits and skins, red and yellow onion skins, black tea, black coffee,
rosemary, mint leaves, blueberries, linen quilt cover, king single sized
donna, cotton fabric, dowel, thread, twine. Dimensions variable.
Dyeing to tell you is a large quilt adorned with a hand-made self-portrait
that aims to provide care and comfort to the self. The figure is composed
using slept-in linen bed sheets that have been naturally dyed with foods
and food scraps such as avocado pits and black tea. These fabrics are
layered and machine-sewn to form a self-portrait that seeks to mend
self-perception in response to experiences of fatphobia and dismissal of
invisible pain. The materiality of the piece reframes food as a powerful
source of joy, nourishment, and color as opposed to fearful, weight-centric
and calorific readings. The work aims to dismantle limited misunderstanding of health and reclaim bodily autonomy after negative
gendered shaming experiences. Damaging phrases that are often directed
towards those with larger bodies or those who have an invisible illness are
sewn with a light-colored thread, fading into the background against the
scale and saturation of the figure. They reflect the societal
misunderstanding of women's health and pervasive fatphobic attitudes that
alter one's perception of themself. The quilt's large scale serves as a
strategy of reclamation, allowing fat bodies to occupy space in a world that
pushes them to be smaller and often excludes them in design. The figure
offers comfort to itself in regards to both internal and external pain experiences, with the use of sewing and crafting speaking to a mending of
one's self-perception.
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